Hari nie me bangun pagi...bangun cuci muka semua then pegi dapur buat air milo dan makan dua keping roti aje. Tadi pagi lagi baring Perut ku dah sakit aje... tapi tanda tanda nak datang period takde..kenapa pulak nie?Then me rasa mcm tak sedap aje rasanya...Hampa again Tomorrow better go and meet my nenek again for urut session.my nenek ckp 2nd day of my menses i should see her again...nak betul kan..Hopefully after the massage next month melekat lah..insyallah...mudah mudah...Me better buat appointment with my nenek first..hehehe.Me still young can still try and try till success..mcm apa pulak nie..must work harder..Sometime when see people with baby me rasa jeles seh..kadang tu terfikir jugak bila lah aku punya turn...Skrg nie kita should enjoy ourself first but me still felt the house nie mcm sunyi aje.. ialah kalau ada anak sendiri best jugak. sometime tu me cry alone.I just can't take it anymore..but i tell myself i should be strong..jgn fikirkan sangat tentang nie.ok lah don't talk abt it lah....hari nie tak tahu apa nak masak pulak..apa eh nak dimasak?hari hari kena fikir apa nak masak?Nanti ptg sikit baru boleh masak lah...ok lah that all i think i can write for today..